where to start.
The winter is coming closely.
I have no ambitions..my soul is hollow.
I have no desire to keep thinking this one thought that seems
to be coming back into my mind.
I regret not showing ,caring,loving,betraying a good look. It sounds so simple ,but I appeared not to care.
I can not want something so much yet ,not putting any effort at all , how sad.How could I.
Is love,trust,and hoping worth the agony.
To wait is like waiting for summer to come from a long cold winter. Oh this winter is so cold .
It hurts..
This winter just may be the worst ... i have nothing to count on but the cold frigid streets and my lonely hand waiting to be held.
Oh I just want to get warm this winter ..just this once. It would be amazing.
I have one thing to put all my hopes on. God ,and my destiny that awaits .
Patients,love,respect,courage,hope,and God are the tools that keep me alive.
My winter has never felt so hopeless
so dull ..gloomy...I just do not want to talk to anyone, I dont know what to do to occupy my time,,but to listen to the snow fall and cover my sweet summer grass . Summer is what I wait for, its the only thing that has hope, summer never fails me.
With the bright sun that shines my heart, and my eyes. I just can not wait any longer . This winter ... I just hope for my lover to come and make my hands warm .
:)winter winds
I got a say...this is pain in words. I could almost feel it physically in my own hands. See it with my own eyes...lovely :)
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